What You Think Is Real Isn’t

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I know there are probably some new people who haven't heard Sid before, and I know how they feel. They're probably wondering what's going on. And that's a typical feeling, by the way, when you… But really, all it is is love. Just that simple. It's just love. We're learning to accept love. And the way we're learning is just listening to truth. And Sid speaks that truth. So just sit back, relax, and enjoy yourself, and listen to truth. Just sit. Well, it's really, it's an amazing thing, you know.

It's really true. We have to learn to accept love. We've forgotten how, really how. And what love is, true love, is knowledge of yourself, of your inner self. This inner self… is what people call God. What Zen calls true self. And all it is really is a conscious state. You've got to accept this inner conscious state. You've got to accept its existence. And you can't accept it until you start to believe that it exists. But once you start to believe that it exists, then you've got to forget.

You've got to go beyond belief to knowing. And this knowing is what people call true understanding. And this true understanding lets you see what is instead of what isn't. Because what the mind thinks it sees is real really isn't. You must bypass the mind, go into a meditative state. And this meditative state, the true state of meditation, all it means is you drop all thoughts from the past, all negative thoughts from the past that are controlling your life now. And when all thoughts, all negative thoughts leave, then you see now.

And now. It's always. Now is always been always, because the past, the so-called past at one time was the now. The so-called future will also be the now when the future arrives. So it is always now. And unless we see this point, we stop futurizing and stop being controlled from the past, you see now. This is what Jesus Christ tried to do, is to tell people to live now. Because living now is the place, or the space, that health, health comes, love comes, understanding of life comes, joy, happiness, everything that everybody in the universe has searched for since the day they were born, this is how you get it: by learning to live now.

It's really very simple. It is so simple that nobody believes it. See, Jesus Christ, I'd say the greatest being ever to walk the face of the earth, he really didn't preach religion. He simply told people how to live. That's all. He taught what is called common sense. But common sense is such a rare commodity that very few of us ever get it. And this common sense is back to living here and now, seeing what is instead of what isn't. The psychiatrists, psychologists, the theologian, this is what they're searching for, is the here and now. They're trying to get people back to the here and now.

But why? Any kind of method, any method pertaining to the past is of absolutely no value. You can go back in the past till you're blue in the face, and there is absolutely no way where it'll help you now one bit. You must forget the past. You must only be now, and this being now is what cures your sickness. It takes the psychiatric patients and makes them well, because they heal themselves. It's a simple reason. To live here and now and see what is instead of what isn't.

We are controlled from thoughts from the past. Always the past. The whole world searches in the wrong direction. Most of the world, except for a few individuals. You must reverse the entire procedure. There is nothing outside can help you. There is no man, there is no psychiatrist, no psychologist, no theologian. There is no human being on earth. Not one can help you to find this happiness, because it lies within. It is there already. You're too late. You're already there. The only thing is you don't realize it.

So, when you hear truth, when you actually hear, not when you're listening, but when you actually hear truth, it is heard from within. It comes as a direct experience of hearing words. And when you hear those words, this is when the beauty, when the love, the tranquility, and everything else, your anger, you'll understand it. Because when you go inside, you change levels of consciousness. And this is why the world is in such a mess. The world is in a terrible mess, one hell of a mess.

They talk about living in hell. Talk about living in heaven. Most everybody in the world lives in hell because they live in this planet. And this planet is in a hell of a mess. And there is no outside government. There is no outside power can make it any better. Because the mess that the world is in today is created through our intelligence, our thoughts. This is the mess our thoughts, our intelligence has got us into. The more we try and get out of it, the deeper we get into it.

Because we all play a simple little thing called the game of life. Nothing wrong, absolutely nothing wrong. The world as it stands today is absolutely, totally, one hundred percent perfect. The only imperfections that are here are in our own minds, put there by thought. And these thoughts are the same ones are trying to fix the mess. So it'll never work. The only way that the world can get out of this predicament, the only way we can stop wars, the only way we can help children that are mentally sick and adults that are mentally sick, the only way.

We can get marriages to work is by raising the level of consciousness of the universe. And this is done by listening to truth. No difficult method, no diets. You don't have to do anything. You don't have to go anywhere. Just listen to truth. It's so simple. Very few believe it because they feel it is an insult to their ego, to their image, to their self-importance, to their intelligence. And this is what the ego does. The ego, which mankind has, is very, very nosy, very inquisitive, and it's always got to go and find out more, and it gets itself in trouble.

Then when you say, if you drop ego, you'll get out of trouble. Then your ego comes up in defense of itself, and it says, No, I am too intelligent. I will fix it. That same ego is the one that's getting into trouble. The ego is the one that makes you think the way you think. But beyond your mind, there's another thinker. And this thinker is called true self. Inner self, God. Because everything, everything, everybody, all things are God. Good, bad, heaven, hell, no matter what. Totally everything is God.

But what God is, you can rest assured your mind doesn't know. Because the mind is not allowed to know what God is. Because God is non-existing. Only to the mind does he exist. Natural fact. But God is, is the energy of all things, nothing else. The energy of all things. All things are the same energy. Therefore all things are God. I am, and you are. We all are. If you drop the ego a little bit at a time, it raises your level of consciousness and takes care of you.

It's like, even if you hear a little bit, your level of consciousness rises. And with it comes the information. The world is wrong again. We have been searching for information to raise our level of consciousness. But it's always a reversal. Always. You hear truth, your level of consciousness rises, and it's like you get a little kit. And this little kit, as soon as you hear and your level of consciousness rises, this little kit has everything to take care of you. All the information that you desire will come with the required knowledge that you have been brave enough to accept by raising your level of consciousness.

It's very simple. And the higher the level of consciousness that's accepted from within, the more simple the kit becomes, until the kit is so simple that nobody can understand it, only the owner. When it gets so simple and you talk with simplicity, it sounds like riddles, but it really isn't a riddle. It's simply truth. Simplify. Once again, out he goes, refused to believe simplicity. We are geared to figure things out. This is the name of the game of life. And you go and try and find yourself.

So you take your mind, and you go in search for yourself. And you're like an old bloodhound. You go sniffing all over the place trying to find yourself. I try on many, many different methods and ways, and we try diets, we try this, that and the next thing. But very curious people. But quite often, truth will appear, and if people are sniffing and not really looking, they get a terrific fright because, my God, I found the answer. If I listen, I'll have to be happy. So they off they go on another search, and this is beautiful.

But the people that are ready will hear. Very simple. Nothing to do, just listen. The Churches are telling you, Zen Buddhism tells you, and on this earth today there are quite a few men with the answer, and they're spreading it throughout the world, and it's going to raise the level of consciousness. And what those beautiful people are doing are trying to bring harmony to the universe via a conscious state, because the higher the conscious state, the more you are towards your divine being. Until eventually you may find your divine being, and this is total love.

It's a— A realization that everything and everybody is God. Some people call it the Great Awakening. I think the Great Awakening is a beautiful way to describe it, because I'll try and explain to you what it feels like. It's like you're sleeping. If you were sleeping, and you were having a nightmare, in the nightmare, you actually feel the pain, you actually feel hate, you actually feel anything you want. It's real in the nightmare. But the second you wake up, you say, Thank God that was just a nightmare.

Thank God I was just dreaming. Well, it's the same with realization. The only thing, you wake up to realize that all life is a dream. All life is an illusion. What you think is real isn't. And it's not until you go to the spiritual side of life and realize the real, that you can live in the unreal, in happiness, knowing that all things are thoughts. All things arrive from the divine thought. That is the thought of God. You are that thought. Here we are. You are that thought. There isn't a person sitting in this room tonight that isn't God.

The only thing is, we don't realize it. To find this happiness, it doesn't take information. It takes what you call faith. And faith is what comes when you hear truth. It is so beautiful, you just want more because it makes you feel so good. Any questions? Anybody like to ask a question? No. When you say listen to the truth, does that mean listen to what comes through inside? If you listen to me, I can honestly say you're a fool. Because if you listen to me, all you're going to say is, That man said this and that man said that, and that's not good.

You listen to yourself. Listen to yourself. You see? When the inner self, when my inner self talks to your inner self, it's like I'm talking to myself, because we're all the same thing. The only difference we have is We have a body. We have an individual soul, and we have our individuality, our individual ego. But this is exterior, all exterior stuff. You, me, him, her, we're all different. But inside, inside we're all the same. We are God manifesting through the illusion, a body and a person. And it's our birthright to find this beautiful space, which would bring us happiness beyond our wildest imagination, and make us see with clarity what is instead of what isn't.

It really is. Don't ever get caught up in the past. If you do, you can rest assured you'll find nothing. But the troubles that you've got now, as a matter of fact, they might even get worse, because you disturbed them and bring them back again. See here and now, and you will see what Christ talked about, what Buddha talked about, what the churches have been preaching for many, many years. It's all yours. Just look. Simply look. I know what I'm saying now doesn't make sense, but it's not supposed to make sense.

We're all puppets. We're all puppets dangling on a string. The only thing is, guess who pulls the strings? It's yourself. Because if God pulled the strings, then there'd be no individuality. There'd be no freedom. And everybody in the universe has total freedom. Really have total freedom for all things. All things. All things. Must be a question by now. Yeah. When you say about how love is understanding, and it just struck me, like from our past, we think of our minds as being understanding, and the psychologists and the physiologists and the psychiatrists as being able to bring us the understanding.

And if you're in the now, if you're in the present, it's so simple our minds can't grasp it because the answer is love, and that's so gentle. And the other way is so difficult and so complicated. It's just another one of those opposites. So people run like you're talking about the fool. People, psychologists, psychiatrists, like this happen a lot of times, run away from the very truth that they're seeking. That's true. Really true. It doesn't. You don't, you don't have to pick individuals and what they are or who they are.

It's everybody in the universe. Totally, totally everybody in the universe that isn't ready for truth will run. Love is the answer. And love is truly understanding. As soon as you understand, you love. To love your wife because she's your wife, or love your brother because he's your brother, is not love. Love comes from within, deep, deep from within. And this love, when you give it out, you're not giving anything away. You're creating it for yourself because you are the creator of love. So the more you give it away, supposedly, the more it overflows.

The more you can give love away, the more you'll get back. And this brings more knowledge, which in turn rises the level of consciousness, so more information. You get another kick. Should we maybe take a break and have a coffee or something? Talk later, because quite often when we—this is when the talk really starts, eh? Because there's a lot of beautiful people in here tonight who have found what they're searching for. And if you just mingle with them and talk to them, you'll be surprised what might happen.

And we'll see what we can do about your mind. It's really a hassle. To fill the rest. Let's get really casual, just nonchalant. Would anybody like to just say anything that happened or what they talked about? Would you? Yeah. Hi, my name's Maury. And at the end of the, at the beginning of the break, I really felt full of love for everyone here, and I really wanted to share that. And when Sid said, like, you know, just go out, and I just went out and I just walked around, and people came up, and I really realized that everything that was happening was happening from inside out.

And I was within the space of, like, that few minutes, I was, like, giving myself all these opportunities to see things. And I really see that it's inside us, you know. Like, I came up to Barb and, like, I just realized when I first came and saw Sid and Barb, like, I was one of, I guess, like a lot of people, I had done a lot of seeking and a lot of trips. And, like, when I came to Sid's door, I thought, I'm really open-minded and stuff, and yet I had—everything I'd read about lightness was just right there, ready to judge these people. And, like, how we started off this evening is we really fight love, and we really fight being happy.

And, like, I think the beginning of this evening, we've really seen that. We've seen a lot of fighting, and I really think, like, we can just drop it and really open up and share and quit this bullshit.

What is meant by grace? Grace? What is meant by grace is that you were lucky enough to hear truth. Because once you hear truth and you go beyond your mind to this inner mind, this mind of God, that is grace. That is being, that is grace. Being blessed with this knowledge, and each individual's soul accepts this grace, this knowledge, according to the level of consciousness, at their own time, their own speed. There's no rush. There's nowhere to go. No hassle. Because, see, we're all rushing. We keep rushing all over the place, trying to do this and trying to do that.

To find this inner calm, you must slow down. This is why people meditate. Instead of taking a pill from the doctor, meditate. And it slows the world down. It slows your mind down, but only for X amount of time. Then the world starts rushing in again with all its negativity and you're captured in it. So what you've got to do is learn to walk through life in a meditative state. And to walk through life in a meditative state, you've got to raise your level of consciousness, and this is where— You can say you're blessed, lucky, whatever you want to call it.

It's just names. Names really don't mean anything. Like, we separate things with names. If you can actually try and get into your head to believe that all things, all energy, is God, and keep this in your mind, you need nothing else. It'll pop in, and you know it know I hate you. You just say, All right, beautiful. Just very gentle. If you ever, if you ever try and investigate further into life, how you can be happy or what's wrong with life, and you come upon a place or a workshop that has hostility, my advice is walk out.

Because it's this hostility, this anger, that has created the mess the world is in today. And this is connected to the ego. We're right back to where we started, always back to the ego. The ego is the creator of all our problems. Let it go. It's really a hassle. Be unimportant. I know each individual soul in the world is God playing the game of life in this, what we call this universe. And each individual soul is the creator of all things, all things. And this is why Jesus Christ died.

But you're trying to know that all things are a conscious state, and all things are possible. The one thing is wrong, you'll never find right. Because wrong and right, if you have wrong and right in your head, you've missed it. I know there's wrong and right here on Earth, but that's not where you get the answer. It's when you realize that all things are perfect. And if you start to realize the perfection of life, even the so-called wrongs, then you'll see the truth. Then you'll see it's funny.

Sometimes you look at the news and you can hardly stop laughing because it's so crazy. Everybody's running around pretending that they know something. Nobody knows anything. The mind of mankind is the greatest trap of all. But while the ego exists, you're in trouble. And the more you have of it, the more trouble you're in. The more hell. And that's the hell that the Bible talks of. It's here on Earth. There's really no hell, eh? There's really no heaven. It's all here because it's all a conscious state.

Statistics. Why this, why that? Give it up. There's no statistics in truth. It doesn't matter why, because in truth, everything is because it is. And is is God. What is is God in motion. Do you accept what is? If you accept God, then you found your freedom. That's simple. That's the answer. Nothing more to say. Just accept what is. And when you start to accept what is, magical things happen. We start hearing strange noises. Any questions? You know, when I was talking to people here in the break, I realized that sharing you along with the gift, because if you go onto another chip, you have to share what you've learned, and then you were ready to go on to the next one.

And then I felt all this fear of sharing, and I saw that that's the fearlessness, the fear of sharing. And as soon as I started sharing, talking to people, just so much love and truth started to come. Right. This is why the greatest of all men, Jesus Christ, said, Go and tell people what you found. Because if you acknowledge what you found, you acknowledge that you found it. Until you acknowledge that you found it, it's no good to you, because it's hidden inside. So as soon as you start to share, you'll be very surprised what happens, because sometimes you start talking about something, it absolutely flabbergasts you.

Once you find truth, you realize there's nothing to say. There's nothing to say. There's nothing new. There's nothing, nothing. There is nothing. It's all an illusion. So meditate. It's beautiful. By all means, meditate. Because meditation is better than going to the doctor to take a pill. But when you meditate, it only lasts a few hours. Give up meditation and you'll find God. The second you find God, there's nothing. You've found it. You've found your happiness. This is truly, truly the answer to all our social problems.

This is what the social problems are: lack of knowledge of yourself, not of anybody else, of yourself. Find this in ourself and you've got it made. It's that simple. Really simple. And I'm absolutely finished. I believe there's a whole bunch of people going to go to the Thai Pine Restaurant, so you're all welcome to go. Hold semifive. First there, first there gets it. Where is it? Sixty-seventh Street. There's nothing like changing the level of consciousness بسرعة. And this is really true, you know. We should learn to go up and down like a yo-yo, levels of consciousness.

And this is what they call schizophrenic. We are all schizophrenic. We go up and down levels of consciousness, and we don't know what's happening. One moment we're happy, smiling, cheery, and next moment we're saying, What a horrible life, you son of a gun, blah, blah, blah, and you really don't know what's happening. But we're all schizophrenic. Learn to be a schizophrenic. Enjoy being it. When you go up and down like a yo-yo, you can go, you can join any place, anybody, any place you want. If they're talking super high, you go in and talk super high.

You don't get caught up in it, because once again you're seeing what is instead of what isn't. But it's really true. We're all schizophrenics. And I'm really one cave minute. I'm total schizophrenic. And everybody here is total schizophrenic. But the only thing is they don't know it. And because we discover some, we say, He's a schizophrenic. We all are. You've got to start to laugh at life, because life is really funny, especially when you get schizophrenic. Just join them, up and down. It's that simple. Really simple.

I can't say simple enough. I'm going to keep saying simple till the day I die. And if somebody says it's not that simple, that's your opinion. It's only difficult because your mind's want to know. Drop this barrier from the mind and its simplicity. Three is. Yeah. That's funny, why is there a barrier? Why is… why is there…? All right. Everything is because it is, and what is is God in motion. It's a mind trying to figure it out. That's the problem. Just accept what is. And you think, well, I can't accept this.

This is not my lot. It should be better. But believe me, the second you accept what is, then your lot does get better. Put it in simple terms. You see, you can talk religion, you can talk psychological, and laugh at life. They're both the same thing. They're really both the same thing. The psychologist searches inside to find his inner self, to find out what makes mankind tick. The theologian, he searches to see what God is. They're both the same thing. No difference. And without one, you can't have the other.

You cannot find truth with one. You must have both. So what you do is you go right down the middle. You go right down the middle. You take psychology and theology, and you go right down the middle. And you pick up both sides as you go down, and that's the answer. Because there wouldn't be a physical side unless there was a spiritual side, because we all stem from a spiritual side. And to deny one and accept the other is seeing what isn't. If you accept both, you see what is.

See, when you talk about what is and is and as is, it doesn't make sense, because it's too simple. But if you keep talking about it, who knows? Maybe the simplicity gets through. You say, Well, could you explain is? You say, Okay. So you start to explain is. And you go from zero, and you start getting a whole bunch of words. Then you say, Well, could you explain that a bit more? You say, Okay. So you explain a bit more. And it's getting very complicated because you're getting more words, more theories, more beliefs, more everything else.

And you say, Well, darn it, just once more say it, then he goes like this, then you're back to the intelligence, and it's lost. It's lost. So you've got to close the gap and say, Is. Back again, and they go, Ooh. It's too simple. But that's where the answer is. It's in simplicity. But it really doesn't matter if you hear it. It really doesn't. Okay. You see nothing, fine. You see something, that's fine. It doesn't really matter if you hear or not. It doesn't matter. Whatever happens is perfect.

Hey, there is nothing. There isn't perfection. Nothing. Because it's the same as your past. You blame yourself for a lot of things you did in the past. Ah, but it's really silly. Because your past, it happened because it happened. And nobody can change it. Because it was the will of God it happened. Otherwise it wouldn't happen. And once you start to realize this, once again those magical things happen. There's lots of ways to get into this magic box. Many doors, many ways, many paths. But there's always just the one true way.

Always has been and always will be. And that one and only way, the true way, is to look inside. You must know it to realize it. To recognize it, you must already know it. Any questions? Sir, what's the difference between belief and faith? It's like night and day. Belief is knowing from the mind, which is a beautiful thing, because it keeps saying to people, You've got to believe. So we start to believe with the mind. And this is really beautiful. But the second you start to believe of the mind, you say, Hold it.

You know that belief I told you about? Forget it. Throw it away. It's no good to you, because belief from the mind is not strong enough. Faith is when you go beyond the mind, beyond belief. There's no doubt, no room for doubt. It's just knowing. And it is faith which heals. It is faith that brings you this knowledge. It is faith that brings you happiness. And faith is beyond the mind, submitting your intelligence, your little partial part, to the inner self, that which we call God.

And this is why, if you have faith, anything is possible. Really, anything is possible. But we get mixed up because we think, we think we know. We think we know. But knowing and belief are really two different things. But it's nice to believe. By all means, I wish the whole world believed it, because there'd only be a matter of time until… done yet. It's like saying you've got to search to find the secret. But once you start on your search, give it up, because while you're searching, you're saying you haven't got it.

You've got to give up the search. To realize you are it. Now you found it, that you are it, and that life is nothing else but a conscious state, but all conscious states. It's a… The world is a playground of thought. It's a divine thought, and this world is where we play those thoughts: your thought, my thought, everybody's thoughts. And all we have to do is realize that all life is thought, and dying, the penny falls, and you're happy. You found it. But nobody believes it.

It's too simple. It's all thought. There is no such thing as insecurity. It's all thought. Insecurity is not a fact. It's a feeling, and all feelings are thoughts. Your thought. The simplest is it's really just thought. We just believe that such a thing exists as insecurity. We just believe that such a thing is all the feelings. We are our feelings. We truly are. We really are. Not from here, but we are our feelings. Totally, we are the creator of all feelings. We are the creator of all things, because all things are thoughts.

Now when I say to you, we are the creator, I'm not talking about you as the ego, the body. I'm talking about the inner self, and the inner… It's all things. You've got to destroy that ego to find the inner. When we try to help people in the world today, we go the opposite way. We try and build their ego. We say, Don't be insecure. You have no right to be insecure. Look at yourself. Look how nice you are. Look how… build yourself up and prove yourself to the world.

Go ahead and prove yourself. And you start to prove yourself, eh? The second you start to prove yourself, you've gone in the opposite direction. You see, you've got to submit yourself and tell how nothingness you are. And if you say, if you really start to believe how little you are, the second you start that, you realize how great you are. It's always an opposite. Always, always, all truth is opposite. There is not one single truth in the world that isn't opposite from what the mind thinks it is.

It's like what the world thinks is real is the illusion, and what the world thinks, the spiritual illusion is, is really, in reality, the true reality of life. And we are it. We are it. It's not talk. It's not theory. We really are that conscious state. It's all energy. And this is why it's a beautiful thing to find truth, because once you find truth, your level of consciousness rises, and with it comes this positive energy, and this positive energy surrounds you. And it protects you. It's like shields.

Words cannot penetrate. And it is words that are the downfall of humanity. We believe words, right? We believe words. The biggest problem is we don't listen. We talk to ourselves all the time. The inner self, the subconscious is talking all the time. You ever talk to anybody, and the second they start to talk, you say, I know how to answer that, and you concentrate on what he said, and he keeps talking, and you miss me altogether, instead of just totally just listening to the person. And you don't listen to what he's saying here.

If you really hear him, you'll hear him what he says from his heart, because what he says from his heart might be totally different from here. And when you hear from the person's heart, then a feeling of love appears for the simple reason, do you hear him? You just know who he is and what he is. It's so beautiful that everybody in the world is asking for help. Till you go around the world and you give help, you try and waken people up. You shake them. But you only waken the people up that leave the—it's like a hotel room, man.

You say, Wake me up at eight o'clock in the morning, please. So the bellboy, he doesn't go come knocking on your door if you haven't asked him. So it's the same with— You never force it on anybody. The only way you can wake people up is say, Please help. Because to try and wake somebody up, all you're going to do is disturb them, so you leave them. And if you let them sleep, and they wake up on their own in good time, then they'll recognize the truth in you, then you and your parents will really love each other. You and your children will really love each other.

Husband and wife will really love each other. It's that simple. But you never force truth. To force truth is not good. It must be done from the individual soul out, and you'll soon find out who wants help. It's the same if you find anger popping up in here. Don't go really downhearted. Don't blame yourself for anger. Anger is quite a natural thing. Everybody in the world has anger, and you always will have anger. I don't care if you get to be the most enlightened human being on Earth, you will still have anger.

You will still have jealousy. You will still have hate. You will still have all things, because you are those things. The only thing is, when you start to accept you are those things, then you're free of them. You just don't use them. But they're always there, and they can always crop up. But why use them? But they're always there to use. It's like your past. I say forget your past. You can't really forget your past, but only in as much as that you're not controlling from it.

That's all. I just don't quite natural. If you get angry and you find yourself getting angry and you try and figure it out, then you're in trouble again. And so my advice, if you ever find yourself in anger, don't blame yourself. Blame your level of consciousness. Say, I must have gone down a level of consciousness because now I am in the reality of anger. Don't try and figure it out. Accept the fact that you have gone down a level of consciousness. Blame the level of consciousness, eh?

Not yourself. Blame the level of consciousness. Then when you come out of it, the second you start to accept it, you're out of it. But if you try and hide the fact that you're not an angry person, then you put the blinkers on. You're blind. We are all angry people. We're all hostile people. We're all loving people. We are everything. And if you accept you're everything, you take the full responsibility of for all things, what else is there to do? If you take the full responsibility of totally everything in the universe, there's nothing else to do.

There's nothing else to accept. So you must be happy. And the self is God. It's you. It's all things. It's all one. You don't try and figure that out because you'll never do it. Just accept as is, because as is is the answer. And the I am-ness is so simple. I am, you are, we all are. Well, thank you for tonight. I'd really like to thank you for all coming in. God bless.